Arhiva pentruaprilie, 2008

Iepuras dragalas

<Ce batran sunt si cata treaba mai am.> ™

Dupa cateva zile de pierdut vremea in scopuri “caritabile” tragi cateva concluzii. Urasc sa nu am o ocupatie anume. Urasc sa gandesc prea mult. Sa ma gandesc la 4 dimineata de unde am plecat si unde am ajuns. A fost si Pastele. Nu mai e mult pana la Craciun. Sunt 3 perioade pe an peste care-as vrea sa sar [de fapt 2] : primavara [Pastele] si iarna [dec. - ian.]. Nu exista zi in perioadele alea sa nu realizez cate-un bilant. Nu exista om care sa nu isi schimbe catusi de putin atitudinea fata de cei din jur. De Craciun si de Pasti se spune ca trebuie sa fi mai iertator, mai ingaduitor etc etc. Si? In restul anului ce faci? Astepti sa vina sarbatorile sa-ti ierte altii porcariile. Groaznic. Si asta nu e tot.

3.

Going coming thought I heard a knock…Who’s there no one…Thinking that I deserve it…Now I realise that I didn’t know…If you didn’t notice you mean everyything….Quickly I’m learning to love again….All I know is I’m goin’ to be ok….

Only Happy When It Rains

[Finally you're back. Too many hours...Too many minutes. You missed me.]

3. [There was something in your eyes. I wanted it for myself.]

“I hope you’re feeling happy now. I see you feel no pain at all it seems. I wonder how you’re doing now. I wonder if you think at me at all. Do you still play the same moves now or are those special moods for someone else? I hope you’re feeling happy now. Just because you feel good doesn’t make you right. Just because you feel good I want you here tonight. Does laughter still discover you? I see through all those smiles that look so right. Do you still have the same friends now to smoke away your problems and your life? How do you remember me? The one that made you laugh untill you cried. I hope you’re feeling happy now. I wonder what you’re doing now…”

3.

[Missed this...]

3.

I have no memory. Every day is a new day. I don’t remember the day before. Every minute is like the first minute of my life… I try to remember but i can’t. My mind is like a tape recorder with one button : “Erase”. The 1st min of my life.

Shit Happens.

“Se intampla. Iti poate lua o viata sa-ti dai seama ca nu ai facut nimic din ce iti doresti. Iti poate lua cateva ore sa realizezi ca iubesti cu adevarat. Iti poate lua cateva minute sa iti dai seama pe cine poti conta. Iti ia cateva pahare sa-ti dai seama ca realitatea e alta. Iti poate lua o vesnicie sa-ti indeplinesti visele. Iti ia o secunda sa visezi. Iti poate lua o viata intreaga sa ajungi acolo unde vrei. Nu te costa nici macar o secunda sa speri. Nu te costa nimic sa iti ceri scuze. Nu trebuie sa te cauti in portofel ca sa investesti sentimente. Zambeste si indreapta tot raul spre bine asa cum ar spune cineva. Doar pentru ca reactionezi impleticit nu inseamna ca ceva iti pune piedica. Incearca. Spera. Continua. “

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So I just DID missed some Talking To The SunAnd I said I didn’t like the way he got things done…sleeping on the job…those raindrops KEEP FALLING ON my head…But that doesn’t mean that my eyes will Still Be turning Red.

:)